Never know they will try to make me stay, it is really a big suprised but my mind is made so... My mind was shaking as what they told me may be correct, that I was too soon to judge and I should give myself a chance to see things more widely and clearly by staying few more weeks... I nearly say yes, but don't know what kind of force has force me to say no. Within this one hour of struggle my mind went to many places and and the end came back to real life and that's it... Believe in myself.

Believe in myself.