Live like you'll die tomorrow. Cherish my life and my time, never spend them on things that makes me feel hurt and sad. So now I am free, which I believe it should give me a big bang in my life, but in fact I feel terribly sorry about that and started to feel guilty... anyway, I won't regret it.

Never a sunny person, I prefer dull days, it would be best if it is cloudy with heavy rain.
These days the sun is too hot and it hurts... and I'm getting sick...

*sigh* what should I do?