Wasting my time

watching brainless comedy shows on sunday night... i can't help asking myself "why i'm wasting my time here?" i could leave my coach and read some books, listen to some good music, or i could go out for a walk, enjoy the sound of nature, the silence of the night. but all i've done last night is sticking my ass on the coach watching tv... i'm extremely lazy and i'm afraid to change... just found myself not quite easy to adapt new environment, especially when i get older and older... um... i need some self-help to cheer myself up! hopefully i could get some passages to make me ready for tomorrow... 1st day to my new job again...